WARNING: LONG POST. Go grab a cup of coffee.....or a glass of wine.
Whatever floats your boat.
As one year comes to an end and a new year is upon us, it makes sense to reflect upon the ups and downs that you've endured as you set your sights on the new year. As I was heading into 2014, I was convinced this year was going to be one of the best, yet it proved to be a challenging year for me.
If you have been a long time follower of your blog, you know this was my dream team. I worked my tail off to make this team and it was definitely a dream come true! This was the highlight of my crafty career for sure!
On January 2nd, I started my new job as the Dementia Program Director at a skilled nursing facility. This was a BIG move for me, I left my job as a the Senior Clinical Social Worker at a privately owned free-standing psychiatric hospital. I had been in this position for the past 5 years and I was part of the crew that helped to start up this new psychiatric hospital. I left behind many good friends as I moved onto new adventures in my career for the new year.
February
My term as design team member for Splitcoaststampers had come and gone and I was now able to start sharing some of my work that I created for that term here on my blog. Here is one of my favorite creations from that term featuring the
Stamping Bella's Uptown Couple Brett and Brenda Get Married.
March
Ah. March. This is the month I distinctively remember as the time when I started to crash and burn from the high I was on. I was not loving my new job......at all. I missed my old job. I was the master of my domain there. I was like a fish out of water in my new job. Honestly, I just wanted to RUN, but you can't leave a job after 3 months so I had to stick it out.
My son made the tournament team for basketball and suddenly I was overwhelmed with all of my design team responsibilities, my responsibilities as the Creative Coordinator for
SugarPea Designs, and being the professional chauffeur and cheerleader for my son and his basketball team.
Here are a couple of my favorite creations this month:
This card features products by SugarPea Designs
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This card features products by My Favorite Things....and my new found stenciling skills.
April
April is when it hit me. HOLY CRAP! Designing for My Favorite Things could be a full time job by itself! My energy level was dwindling because I was becoming depressed over the fact that I did not like my job. My calendar of design team work made me break out in hives. I was grouchy. I apologize to my family and friends. I was definitely grouchy.
Here are a few of my favorite creations this month:
This card featuring products from My Favorite Things
and
this card featuring products by SugarPea Designs.
May
By May I was drowning. I stepped down from my position as Design Team Coordinator at SugarPea Designs and crossed my fingers that my good friend Wendy would forgive me. Something had to give. I was so overwhelmed with my job, my family life, and my design team work that I had to shed the responsibilities of the extra duties that being the Creative Coordinator demanded of me.
This card features products from SugarPea Designs
This card features products by My Favorite Things.
June
Crash and burn! I hit rock bottom. I remember receiving that huge stash of stamps and dies and inks from My Favorite Things. At one time, it was like a piece of heaven was delivered to my mail box. Now that package looked like a giant bundle of stress wrapped in bubble wrap. I literally stood in front of my mail box looking at that big package shoved into the mail box and it hit me like a ton of bricks. I officially lost my love of stamping. I felt like a stamping robot. I no longer found crafting as an outlet of stress. It BECAME my source of stress. The folks at My Favorite Things were leaning towards keeping me on for another 3 months before deciding my fate as an MFT Designer. I didn't have an ounce of energy left or even the desire to do it. I had crafted myself into oblivion. I told them so and they canned me. Can't blame them. I basically invited them to can me because I could not get myself to say the words, "I quit." Who wants a designer who tells you they have lost the love of stamping?! They did me the favor and set me free and I am thankful for it. I learned SO much about myself over the course of the 6 months that I designed for MFT. You can read more about that
HERE in my goodbye post to MFT.
Here is my goodbye card to MFT.
July
And this was the month that the tides started to turn for me. I suddenly felt free to BUY lots of crafty goodies from other companies that I had been admiring. How had I NOT bought a bunch of dies from
Lil' Inker Designs?! Such beautiful stamp sets from
Clearly Besotted Stamps! And oh!
Simon Says Stamp! I was falling in love with the
Simon Says Stamp line of stamp and dies!
I had learned to use stencils and embossing paste while on the My Favorite Things design team and now I was trying my hand at Tim Holtz Distress Inks. I was definitely a littte late to the game with this obsession, but July was when my collections of distress inks was born!
This card features stamps and dies from Simon Says Stamp.
I was honored to be a guest designer for
Reverse Confetti and participated in one of their blog hops.
This month I also went into mass production mode to make these wedding invitations for my brother and now my sister-in-law for the wedding that was in October. There are very few people for whom I would do this and they are are two of them!
August
My blog was noticeably quieter as I soaked up the summer sun and enjoyed the freedom of fewer design team requirements. I did continue to design for the Deconstructed Sketch Challenge which gave me a reason to do some crafting with more new products. I fell in love with the
"A Random Fan" line of rubber stamps sold at
C.C. Designs.
This card features an image by A Random Fan.
This card features products from Simon Says Stamp
September
This was the month that I had the honor of being the Simon Says Stamp Designer in the Spotlight! What an honor! HOLY blog traffic! I was BACK! I was regaining my love of stamping and people were noticing! It was around this time that changes were happening at work and I was no longer dreading going to work every day. Things were starting to look up!
This was also the month that this world lost a very talented designer with whom I had the honor of designing on a few teams and with whom I became friends. Amanda Reed passed away suddenly. I was and still am rattled by this. You can read more about it
here.
Here is the card I made in her honor featuring products by Hero Arts sold at Simon Says Stamp.
This card features products from SugarPea Designs
October
This month I was thrilled to been invited by Heidi Crowl, owner of
Simon Says Stamp, to be one of the designers to help kick off the release of their "
Cold Hands, Warm Heart" line of stamps and dies and stencils. What a line up of designers! I can't believe I got to be part of that! WHO AM I?!?! That was such an honor! This year was definitely starting to look up!
The
Ugly Sweater stamp set was right up my alley!
My brother married the love of his life and gave me the sister I have always wanted. Congrats to Bobby and Stacey! It was a beautiful wedding!
Photo credit goes to the amazingly talented
Doug Levy!
November
This month I had the honor of doing a little guest designing for
i {heart} papers. Once again, I got to ink up some products from other companies that I had yet to try. This month I also decided to step down from the
Deconstructed Sketch Challenge design team after being on that team for 14 months. It was a fun ride and
Jen Shultz is an awesome designer and an awesome person and I am proud to have been on her team.
This card features products from Winnie & Walter.........and the distress inks I have come to love!
This card features products from SugarPea Designs.
December
December has been a time of rest for the most part for me. My blog has been very sluggish. More than a week has gone by and I had not crafted a thing. I was resting.........but gearing up! Wendy Ramlakhan asked me to return as the Creative Coordinator at
SugarPea Designs and I accepted.....but not until January.......because I am still resting. I was invited to re-join the
C.C.Designs design team and I accepted.......but not until January.......because I am still resting. But am looking forward to both of these adventures!
This card features products from C.C.Designs.
This card features product from Avery Elle.
2014 has been one hell of a ride! I was flying high at the start of the year and crashed and burned by mid year. I lost my love of stamping,but gradually found it again. I was so excited about my new job at the start of the year. I was miserable and wanted out of it by mid year, but stuck it out. I gradually found my groove at work in my new role and discovered that I am pretty damn good at what I do.
I was SO consumed with paper crafting and got such a rush from the success I was finding with it over the past 5 years that it definitely took over my life. I still love paper crafting, I do. But I love spending time with my family even more.....even if we are just cozied up on the couch mindlessly watching TV or sitting silently around the fire pit together. THAT is a form of relaxation for me, too. I no longer hear the copics calling my name when I am "doing nothing." I realize I CAN "do nothing" and it is OK. I can just sit and be present in the moment.
Moving in to 2015, I have some new goals in mind. Nope, They don't involve paper crafting goals this year. It's been years since my goals for the new year have not included any paper crafting goals!
So, here it is. I want to FEEL healthy again. Yeah, I want to lose weight. Who doesn't. I am not setting a certain goal for myself in terms of a certain amount of weight to lose or a goal of fitting into a certain old pair of jeans. Nope. I just want to feel good in my own skin. I want to feel energized when I wake up every day, So, this means I need to exercise. I hate exercising. Am I going to try and get into running like all the cool 40 somethings do? Nope. I tried that. I even stuck with it for awhile. I hated it. It was my own primary care physician who asked, "Why are you doing it if you hate it? Why don't you just go for a nice walk with your kids and the dog?" That sounds so much more enticing. Duh. My doctor looked at me like I was a moron. I want to eat better. I don't want to eat perfectly. I just want to eat better. I want to take vitamins and supplements that my body needs. I want to drink more water. I just want to feel happy and healthy.
I also want to try my hand in a few DIY renovations. I am obsessed with Annie Sloan chalk paint. I spend too much time on Pinterest looking at pieces of furniture that has been restored and kitchen make overs. I have already bought a coffee table for $25 from the local online yard sale in my town and I plan to try my hand at a little renovations. Ultimately, I want to give my old lady kitchen a face lift and re-finish my dining room furniture. Now, these goals will require the help of my dear ol' dad and his mad woodworking skillz, so hopefully he will be up for the challenge!
HOLY LONG POST! If you made it to the end, thanks! I am thankful for each and everyone of my blog followers and I hope you continue to find my blog to be a source of inspiration for all of your paper crafting adventures...............and soon to be furniture makeovers and DIY projects!
Happy New Year!
Bring on 2015!
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